Time to Say Goodbye!

Mom is leaving and we are holding back the tears. We just cannot imagine how lonely it would be for her to be alone in Arizona and all her children left here in Cebu. If I think of that, my heart is going to break in pieces. I just realized how much I miss my mom and the fact that I cannot be with her to make her smile when she is alone and lonely makes me want to cry. I am not the type who would miss my mom but I just felt it has been a long time since we did not see each other. I know she is trying to be strong for us since they got separated. She is doing her best to be happy. I hope she is. I love her so much and if I could do something for her just to make her happy, sincerely, I would do it but reality bites. Sometimes you cannot just do things you want to do and it hurts. I feel that my mom should not be away from us but it is her choice. A choice I would never do in my life but I will always cherish as long as I live. Now that my mom is going back to the US, all I can say is goodbye but we will see you soon…