My Treasure Basket

I am not perfect

I have made a lot of mistakes. I am not perfect. I have hurt a lot of people. But I learned the one I hated the most was the one I gave my love to. This person has hurt me in many ways, has hurt my feelings, my position, my principles, my dreams. I tried my best to endure the confusion but it is too much that I wanted to hurt back. Well, I did it and I did my best. In the end, I was not happy. Every time I am provoked my quick response was to inflict pain. I know nothing else to do but to hate and put all the blame. I have become miserable and unhappy and unforgiving. I am well aware of all my shortcomings. I want to be free of all these things. So I want to be free. I want to be alone. I do not need to force myself to someone who does not understand me. I just hope that someday I will achieve it.